waste..holiday

tis few days
except mon hang out wif frens
the rest i juz stay at home..sleeping~
damn tired n lack of sleep
nw having a severe flu n cough
feel sleepy..
really suffer~
so do nothing at home
sorry mum, promise to help u
i only can online...

going out wif ah peng, xueli n yuhui
had our lunch at klg mall
form6 really made ppl suffering frm it
they juz came frm library
so hardworking man
yet i do nothing
erm, nid to start do my revision..xp
somebody being " wash" by us
haha~
we go to shop around
found out some clothes
like it quite much
but i still bear it
for the sake of my purse
later we went to sing
hehe~ like a daily routine
2 hours
until the end of the time
we like crazy
screamed n sang using all of our efforts
shock lah~^^
released our stress n any unsatisfication
and then nitez
hang out wif riko n peiwen
chat at redhouse
deciding the date to genting~
going sing again
well, tis time was k-box
expensive but worth it
nice ps system there
then 2nd round
sending cinderella bk
we went to riko's home
having a chat wif her mum
then yamcha wif a ye together at mamak stall
well, went bk home n online
until i felt very sleepy
teng, if everyday like tat,
sure i'll become panda very soon
and my health sure affect

going to kl later
cheras pasar malam, wait for me(",)
meeting 2mrw, hope everything be smooth~

感觉

recently i'm nt in a gud mood

but is it obviously to be seen?

i dunnoe

but everyone around me knew tat

i was so shocked

when i noe tat those frenz discovered my condition

we seldom talk actually

yet she found out n care abt me

i was so touched

and 3 of them, thanks..

tat's actually nt bad as i think

i still feel the warm~

my emotion getting worse at here

think TOO MUCH

too SENSITIVE sometime

i try to grab something to depend on

i hate being alone sometime

maybe getting a bf is a good choice

well..my condition nw seem like nt allow me to do so

i dun want to suffer myself

and implicate others..

i cann't take it so hard

all their words n actions

do not judge a book by it's cover

do not believe wat seen by the naked eyes

sometime things r nt as way u think

sometime juz let it go

keep holding it oso no use

i can take Glutton's actions n words like nothing

i oso can take Dumbdumb @ BZ's matter same

juz treat them fairly

so i won't be suffer

学会放下，不能太执着

JL said tat i'm very easy get close wif others

lots of the agree

but it let me think abt another question

is it my way treating ppl let others misunderstood?

conclusion:

it's not really, juz be myself

tat's real me~

i hv no reason to change myself to fulfil others' expectations

juz be myself then enouf(",)

 wat's the differences between like n love?

i lose my abililty

sensor nid to be fixed

to detect wat's happening inside the heart

每样东西都是相对de

美与丑，对与错

得失心很重要

只要超越绝对

就能达到平衡点

TBS一天的工作营

让我获益不浅

彼此更加了解

也更秉持自己对B.NITEZ的意念

心力必须双管齐下

成功会属于我们的！！

加油～

2012，感动了我我
大爱精神展露无疑
很值得看的一部戏
还有你的帮忙。。

期待接下来的new moon~

FRIENDSHIP

my brain's going to explore!!
wat the hell...
test3 juz passed
i thought i can relax n hv some fun
but all the things came out

BZ, seem like we r far away nw
hw long we din share our things wif each other?
hw long we din stick 2gether?
why u din find me?
is it i'm too busy so tat neglect u?
u said nothing juz replied tat do ur things 1st
still care for me
we seem like the familiar stranger
u r in front of me
yet we got nothing to say
why we become like tat?
is it finish sharing our things so tat's nothing to say anymore?
i feel so sad
i really wanna to cry
tat day on the bus
 u juz sat in front of me
but no interaction at all
my mood changed tat day
and then we went to the same place
u went 1st n yet we met later
LITTLE TAIWAN
the place we went to b4
n where our frenship start thr
she sat on the same place we sat tat day
same seat
but the person bside her was nt me
feeling so sad u noe
a place we wanna to recall bk
our happy moment
so we went there coincidently
i juz hope tat our frenship wont be so fragile
really treasure it
my gud fren..
i'll try to mend

i found tat a sad case happened
i din hv quite nice relationship wif my classmates
maybe i din noe hw to interact wif them
or maybe i get used to be alone?
haha..i dunnoe

i felt lost
when i face wif frenship problems in college
a blow n a blow
after solving one
others keep coming
i afraid i would collapse one day
tired to deal wif tis kind of things
can i take a break?

then the problems both of my frens faced
still din hv any result
yet nw i'm very vexed
both of them gt their own words
who's rite n who's wrong
i really dunnoe
and i dun want to interrupt tis thing anymore
i can do nothing only
juz listen wat they said then enouf
dun ask me wat should u do
becoz i really dunnoe
i dun want to be biased
sry, i cann't help
who i should believe?
i dunnoe..

THANK YOU~~~

I juz want to tell u
I LOVE U, MUM~^^
THANK YOU..

Thanks for taking care me
without any grumble
although sometime u'll nag me
i miss ur nag actually
when i study here..

Thanks for giving me a chance
to study in KL
although our financial status is nt tat gud
juz barely can support
i'll cherish it

Thanks for pampering me
u bought all the things tat i want to eat
it's very troublesome
yet u did it
so touching when i ate the breakfast u bought
in the journey going bk to KL
u r the 1 treat me so nice 4ever

Thanks for everthing u done
for me
for the family
but remember u oso nid to think abt urself
dun keep sacrificing
juz do watever u want
space some time for urself

AND
Sorry for disturbing u
i was too late to sleep on tat day
Sorry for wasting ur time
to fetch me tat day

I promise
I'll do my best in my study
I'll eat little bit n avoid those sweet stuff
I'll spend less n save $
I'll take care of myself
and
Thanks for trusting me
yet u noe ur girl so much
i noe wat should do n wat shouldn't
seem u dun worry abt me
giving me so much of freedom
but i noe u actually care of me..

Ur birthday is coming
i'll find something for u
or go bk n accompany u
without going out wif my fren..

WAKE UP!!

1 more week will be the test3
still doing nothing
haiz..
juz finished the TBS(tarc buddhist society) gathering on thur
lots of games n really tired
for the part i handle
can be better n the sharing part really nervous
i hope i can do better next time
to speak in front of ppl
i'll be better, for sure
i believe i can(",)

tis few days my fren was troubling wif some problems
asked me for solution
wat i can do is nothing
juz give her some advices
and i'll support wat she want to do
friendship
really a thing tat hard to understand

wat does friendship means for u?

when problems come,
dun keep blaming others
u nid to ask urself
is it urself oso playing some part in it?
maybe sometime too sensitive
A BAD HABIT TAT WE NID TO CHANGE
 i really dun want my fren got trouble in it
juz hoping 2 of them can be better

another problem she faced was
relationship problem
someone who closed to her
i can sensed tat
she might be slightly attracted by  someone we both noe
the person liked me b4
however, i din hv any feeling towards him
she noe tat the guy won't so fast to 4get  me
i felt like i was the cause
so she dun want to get into it
she is nt sure abt her feeling
whether tat's like or nt
wat she's going to do
i'll respect her

i din go for the singing section of BODHI
i nid to give up something nw
use my time to do revision
becoz i want get A for my A-LEVEL

JUST DO IT~

i like tis slogan too..
well, i found out an organic shop at my house there
the food n product r quite nice
i'll go there n have my lunch later i think

all of them went bk ady
Kay asked me to go her house
doing revision n sleep there
becoz she was oso alone
she taught me to do hw too 
thanks^^

and sorry for disturbing ur sleep
woke up in earlier morning
went bk home n doing my body check up
later had my teatime wif primary sch frenz
sharing our different experiences in studying
we get closer
and took some pics at a new restaurant
quite silly~
hang out wif RIKO n PW
song box n red house
and the gift for her, a cloth
hope tat she'll like it
dunnoe whether she find out or nt
blek..xp
and why everyone seem like shocked when saw at the karaoke room?
included JH
seem like i cannot appear there..
strange=.='

and i was too touched by the mv of 光良-约定
suddenly tears burst out
luckily din find out by others
really recommand to watch it..

PS: if the exam din bring forward 2 weeks then
i'll going to BODHI n then celebrate RIKO's birthday on the day
n i can go bk home earlier
go n watch the 40th anniversary show
go n watch the DEPARTURE
join the yoga n aerobic exercise
everything i can do
but nw, i hv to give all up 1st
(T.T) for my own gud...

fang's birthday

yo~
Fang's 18 birthday which was at 6th Oct...
celebrated in kl
going to sing at REDBOX
initially we wanna went to Greenbox
however fully packed
so we went to Redbox lastly
well, it can said a beautiful accident
wahaha~
 

FANG wif her birthday gift"the dress on her" n the birthday cake

haha~ all 5 members in our house in gk, kl

in the Redbox...a big screen beside me, it was using the projector

can u see here?? a room which can occupy at least 20-30 ppl

yet, only 2 of us there..

mamamiya~ the buffet in Redbox is nicer than Greenbox

my favourite salad^^

cupcakes(",)

dun be mistaken ya! tis was the gift we get, sprite in the Carlsberg's jug..

hehe^^

a private toilet  n a small bar there..i  love the feel~

wakaka~i was not a bad gal..

dun mistaken ya, i juz drinking a glass of sprite in the karaoke room..

the beautiful accident is we got a huge room

can be said was the vip room

tat was so great!!

the ps system was gud

lots of new song

singing there juz like having a concert u noe

really enjoyed it^^

wonderful place~

the only pity was only got 2 of us there

if our sec sch fren all around

there'll be fun^^

ps: very sorry i only post it nw..xp